For one whole day, I would have to bear with the voice in my head that says, "LOOK AROUND YOU LOSER. PEOPLE ACTUALLY HAVE GIRLFRIENDS!!!"=_=...
After finishing my Japanese Lesson, I quickly made my way to Burger King near Bugis Junction because I haven't ate my dinner yet. As I walk along Victoria Street, I see couples holding their hands while walking, enjoying each other's company after a romantic dinner in some fancy restaurant. =_= "Sigh... I am such a loser.", I told myself and kept walking.
I decided to increase my pace so that I reach Burger King as soon as possible, afterall, there should be no couples celebrating Valentine in Burger King rite? Wrong.
As I reached Burger King and opened the door, the place was filled with a disturbing sight of couples giggling with each other, eating burgers while flirting with their counterparts. "Oh well, what's new. Forget it, I am just gonna buy some burgers and eat it quick, then go home." I said to myself in my head. After ordering my Double Whopper with Cheese Meal, I sat down and tried as hard as possible not to notice things that were around me.
Each year, I tell myself the same thing, yet each year, it seems that I am just not ready yet to let go of that feeling that's buried deep within my heart. To be honest, I'm getting tired with myself not being able to move on and forget what's happened in the past. I mean, what's the point of thinking about something that can't be changed? Seriously, if I keep this up, I am doing myself no favour here, and I would just be letting this cycle to continuosly happen in the future, in each of the year that I live.
A friend told me once that I am the kind of person who doesn't fall in love easily, but when I do, I would not be able to let go very easily. That time, I thought it was ridiculous and refused to believe what he said, but I've never thought that what he said would be one of the biggest problem that I will face while growing up.
With that said, all I can do now is to hope for a person to knock on my door once again, and kick the person that has been sitting in my heart for a long time away from my sight.
I will be waiting for the day when I will be able to look at this and laugh at myself now, hopefully with someone around my arms, laughing together with me.
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Midterms are coming and I haven't even started revising... So dead.. =_=. and I have 3 projects and presentations due... ARGH... but holidays are coming soon and I will be off to Macau for school trip! haha gonna see what's a casino like.. wooo...
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Joke of the Day:
Rubbing Her The Right Way
A few months after his parents were divorced, Little Johnny passed by his mom's bedroom and saw her rubbing her body and moaning, "I need a man, I need a man!"
Over the next couple of months, he saw her doing this several times.
One day, he came home from school and heard her moaning. When he peeked into her bedroom, he saw a man on top of her.
Little Johnny ran into his room, took off his clothes, threw himself on his bed, started stroking himself, and moaning, "Ohh, I need a bike! I need a bike!"
